Asked: Will a boy ever like me?
I am feeling very hopeless, because every time I like a boy, they never like me back. Because of that, I possess very low self esteem. I think I am ugly, fat, and stupid. It's really sad :'(. Many people tell me I am really attractive, but I don't believe it. The one thing I am proud of is my writing ability. I love to write, and for once, it makes me feel invincible. This past summer, it was really rough:
This is a long story, sorry if it's too long…
In the summer (3 months ago), I met this boy that I fell in love with. He made me feel happy all the time during the camp I met him at. I could have sworn he liked me, because he would be very touchy feely. What I mean by touchy feely is that he would constantly put his arm around me or do that shoulder bump thing constantly. We would also pick each other as partners for a tennis match against another team in the camp. We were pretty much best friends in camp. He would tease me in a joking way, and if it was bothering me he would say sorry. We would also laugh together until our sides hurt. That boy made such an impression on me. I really loved him and still do. I gained enough confidence to tell him that I like him and I asked him If he felt the same way. He said quote: "I do as a friend". That made me really sad, and I have never recovered from it. After that, summer was over, but luckily I got his phone number and we would chat on the phone often. We talked for an hour on the phone (that bothered my best friend lol but she got over it). I didn't hear this directly from him, but he called me pretty and he missed his 'tennis buddy' when I was away on vacation. He would also try to cheer me up when I would feel really embarrassed at camp. He would text me goodnight often and he memorized my number so he wouldn't forget. I'm not sure why though. I want to know if he likes me back or does not. Was he lying about not liking me? Please help xoxo. I need your help in this situation.